Testing Internet chatting - Recalling bad ol' days

Next week my vivas are going to start but I am in no mood to study..so I thought why not utilise it for some research..and I am not talking about any subjects from my course of study.(I was trying to outsmart myself then, hmph!) Serious research on sleezy chat engines. I have always thought , My friends and I randomly receive get frnd requets from random unknown people on social networking sites like orkut, (blah blah blah) and they say just that they wanna have fraaandship with us... What do they think...We r dumb o'what?

Anyway my point was chatting in chat rooms...how are they...Why do you find people there and only if I consider the eccentric giving ones.You dont wana know..Or you already know it!

Okay now to analyse that,I made a fake id..not really..all my details disclosed in one emailID..and entered a chatroom of yahoo... once YOU are there you ll find a pool of guys n very very few girls(I knw why). Being ignoratn, I sent an IM with a 'Hi'...there were lot of people to respond,rest messaged me back in my private box generated by them. All of them were as sleezy as they can sound(take the hint from Emotional atychaar show of Bindaas). One of them was this guy..went by the name Vicky. He sent who r u ,a girl or a boy and asked for asl. For those who dont know wht 'asl' is..FYI 'asl means age,sex and location' ..this is the most common used first liners in a private chat developed from a chatroom.Ok as usual guys..he went on flirting spree as expected n then i lost control because of his constant usage of words towards me like dear n gorgeous..Jesus what was he? a flirting machine to get a girl to have sex with him..after some intentional scolding from my side for flirting thing..he said the word...that was it...i dint wana b verbally abused by some stranger on internet..so i made him think that i was a guy studying journalism wanting to write a report on his kind of boys or men..and u know what,He totally bought that... I never use bad Slang words..but i had to,to prove i am a guy..i quiete Succeeded..*sigh. then after some questioning from my side for the report(blah..blah..hehehe),,,he was quite convinced... anyway he suspected cos obviously i am a girl and my words potrayed a girl i guess..but its ok..he said he is there in those chatrooms to get a girl to f***...how cynical people can be!!

Anyway...I signed off by just sayin a very good much worse f word..which i m not really sorry for to use ,for such a stupid n psychotic guy like him..n revealing that I am a Girl and bein proud about it, not being so miserable like him... What a laugh I Had...!!!GOsh!!!

There was no such learning experience here...but yes I got to know another side of internet where people live in this virtual world of fantasies which are as good as puke for net-users like me..Not Worthy! I'd prefer real known people make bonds stronger by remaining connected.

Bye readers..hope you enjoy this analysis of mine and feel deranged. Yes I was too!

Dreams can scare u...

Yeahh...Dreams can scare u..not exactly in a ghostly way. I had this dream yesterday night...of me dyign... and nobody cared... It scared me a little not because I was dead and I had no soul left to haunt others. It was for nobody turning up to offer condolence or even calling at my place to ask(or just sarcastically ask, If she really died or just faking it)..scared a lil..since I knew that it was a dream, a subconcsious one. Now that its morning and very much alive, I realized it was nothing real.. but then I happen to think if the case would have been a real thing,then.....?
But some where in my heart I knew(optimism speaking!)...it will not happen..*here comes the confusion*
Well..it didnt matter ...cos i m very much Alive now,but noone knows what will happen tommorow..
Ohhkk..now that I was thinking..I knew I am not a person who is close to anyone...it can really happen that nobody pays a heed except a few(relatives included) who respects my wonderful parents to have such a daughter who was soo out of the world(they did call me peshki, which I translated for myself as weird and not belonging to their family)...never talked to them n thought she had no respect for elders.. but wht can I do with my so-called weird behavior of acting shy and admitting the same.
Not elaborating much, i realized and learnt ...that I can never be Close to any, absolutely anybody... some people feel , I am close to them..but they'll never know my so many thoughts which have been kept in my soul n mind(post drama divya: What was I thinking)...for as long as i have been Alive...hmmm....*sigh

Real lesson: today's Divya says, I am a horrible story teller which makes my decision stronger to keep my blog a secret