There are many things in our day-to-day life that we love talking about, avoid talking about and just Not talk at all. Well for that last category of us, I would only say get a life, dude! Some days, even I end up quoting the same sarcastic lines to myself.
It is strange how people can think of themselves as. Some just don't want to identify as someone, some can't stop blabbering about what they are and what they want or what they wish for and there are some who just neglect some facts they would like to choose and proceed ahead, I'd call them wanderers. It is this thin line of thinking that decide who we are for the outside world. A person with absolute ideas about himself can end up shadowing another personality. Why? Even I do not know. I am not some gyaani but a good observer to say so. The situations like these make an individual either strong or weak. Mind you, not a single person in this world can be underestimated by his weaknesses or overestimated by his strengths and vice-versa. It is his quality of weaknesses or strengths that makes him the man of his willingness and a person with better lessons.
Yes, the day today is way philosophical than anyone thought.
A close friend of mine is very habituated in sharing her whole day's routine. Some days, she just doesn't speak to me. I ask her if anything is wrong or something happened at her workplace or in class. She says no. I got worried the first time. But then the next day, she was her chirpy self again, with an open pandora box. I do not ask her about yesterday, neither does she mention it. Few days later, I ask her with little hesitance with twisted lines. She was all jolly and tell me that it was just her mood that swings and in fact in turn scolds me for asking such stupid things. She went on saying that I am the same. I had no words so I kept quiet and made a dig-in through my inner self. Really? I behave that way? Yes, came the answer.
I kept thinking of many things revolving around this simple yet intriguing fact about changing moods and especially around my loved ones. Only one answer. Comfort-ability. Yes, only that. It is not very difficult to understand that being relaxed and calm before a loved one and a stranger is different. You already have an answer to this and hence I will leave it at that.
Lesson: Cloud of thoughts are dangerous sometimes, but when it rains it is fatal. Did you understand? no? yes? let it be.
P.S. In my entire journey of thoughts above, I never thought what it will be at the end, but all I feel now is "I don't know why i wrote that". Anyway, enjoy peeps!
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
Reverse Gear-u
Everybody is obsessed with Why this Kolaveri Song, So am I. I am also an average Jane with similar junta likings.
What I don't understand is, it is for a woman sung by a man, drunk man about his heartbreak and there is not revert to that. Well, this is the pit-stop, I have all the answers to this song *evil-laugh*. I know, too much! I won't write it. Not because I can't, because there will be much better versions of what I could have possibly written.
There are many songs which is crooning in my mind, but on top of that there is this idea which is been brewing all through yesterday afternoon and then evening and thankfully, it did Not disturb my sleep at night. I want to make a Movie-u! Yes, I do. Perfect source of connection, my ever-talented sister. But she's got her exams :- Not that, without her I cannot start with the movie, but I need people, I can't direct myself for the whole movie. Having a Mass Media related subject as part of your college curriculum is a big thing. I wonder, if we had Mass media as one of the elective subjects in school instead of library or PT or EVS, that would have done good to us in terms of distractions and interests bind-ed together. I mean, agree that all those subjects are important, but we learn that anyway and their repercussions only when we live it and not by perusal knowledge. For me, since I did not touch it and my sister did, I am super-jealous for once-u and to my dismay-u, she enjoys my green face-u.
So, in the meanwhile, I thought of writing a script for the same. It did not go well considering the fact that normally a filmmaker cum director cum story-writer first comes up with an idea of a story or narration or topic to the least and then the movie. I am taking the reverse gear-u. Generally, when I laze around, I have so many things in mind which can be easily woven into a story. Which won't make sense. Which will be pathetic and boring. Which will be appreciated only by my parents for the effort I took and will whisper to each other behind my back that what have they done wrong to raise this non-sensible child. Which will make my sister grin with that wickedness of hers. There are bigger issues, I tout this as one-u.
As I was speaking with my project manager, meri dimaag ki batti jali and all of a sudden, I have an awesome idea with my mouth open and shock-thrilled eyes. She gave me an "are-you-okay" look and I responded with a mild obedient smile that I understood everything. Ghanta, I understood anything. Everybody who works in corporate world must be aware of the knowings-so-little theory. I started out with some other speculating theory of being all perfect at job, but no use, I ended being like those jerks. Yes, jerks-u. Well the bottom line is, I have got a story in hand ready to be woven into a screenplay now, "yayy me"!
Also, Wonders "Kitna din yeh natak chalega" and I will actually move my arse to make that movie. Motivation baba ki Jai!
Lesson: Try being less expressive in front of people who are not really concerned with your inner ambitions. Sometimes it helps or sometimes it doesn't! This statement is proving to be my next discussion point, til then toodles! :D
What I don't understand is, it is for a woman sung by a man, drunk man about his heartbreak and there is not revert to that. Well, this is the pit-stop, I have all the answers to this song *evil-laugh*. I know, too much! I won't write it. Not because I can't, because there will be much better versions of what I could have possibly written.
There are many songs which is crooning in my mind, but on top of that there is this idea which is been brewing all through yesterday afternoon and then evening and thankfully, it did Not disturb my sleep at night. I want to make a Movie-u! Yes, I do. Perfect source of connection, my ever-talented sister. But she's got her exams :- Not that, without her I cannot start with the movie, but I need people, I can't direct myself for the whole movie. Having a Mass Media related subject as part of your college curriculum is a big thing. I wonder, if we had Mass media as one of the elective subjects in school instead of library or PT or EVS, that would have done good to us in terms of distractions and interests bind-ed together. I mean, agree that all those subjects are important, but we learn that anyway and their repercussions only when we live it and not by perusal knowledge. For me, since I did not touch it and my sister did, I am super-jealous for once-u and to my dismay-u, she enjoys my green face-u.
So, in the meanwhile, I thought of writing a script for the same. It did not go well considering the fact that normally a filmmaker cum director cum story-writer first comes up with an idea of a story or narration or topic to the least and then the movie. I am taking the reverse gear-u. Generally, when I laze around, I have so many things in mind which can be easily woven into a story. Which won't make sense. Which will be pathetic and boring. Which will be appreciated only by my parents for the effort I took and will whisper to each other behind my back that what have they done wrong to raise this non-sensible child. Which will make my sister grin with that wickedness of hers. There are bigger issues, I tout this as one-u.
As I was speaking with my project manager, meri dimaag ki batti jali and all of a sudden, I have an awesome idea with my mouth open and shock-thrilled eyes. She gave me an "are-you-okay" look and I responded with a mild obedient smile that I understood everything. Ghanta, I understood anything. Everybody who works in corporate world must be aware of the knowings-so-little theory. I started out with some other speculating theory of being all perfect at job, but no use, I ended being like those jerks. Yes, jerks-u. Well the bottom line is, I have got a story in hand ready to be woven into a screenplay now, "yayy me"!
Also, Wonders "Kitna din yeh natak chalega" and I will actually move my arse to make that movie. Motivation baba ki Jai!
Lesson: Try being less expressive in front of people who are not really concerned with your inner ambitions. Sometimes it helps or sometimes it doesn't! This statement is proving to be my next discussion point, til then toodles! :D
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