There are many things in our day-to-day life that we love talking about, avoid talking about and just Not talk at all. Well for that last category of us, I would only say get a life, dude! Some days, even I end up quoting the same sarcastic lines to myself.
It is strange how people can think of themselves as. Some just don't want to identify as someone, some can't stop blabbering about what they are and what they want or what they wish for and there are some who just neglect some facts they would like to choose and proceed ahead, I'd call them wanderers. It is this thin line of thinking that decide who we are for the outside world. A person with absolute ideas about himself can end up shadowing another personality. Why? Even I do not know. I am not some gyaani but a good observer to say so. The situations like these make an individual either strong or weak. Mind you, not a single person in this world can be underestimated by his weaknesses or overestimated by his strengths and vice-versa. It is his quality of weaknesses or strengths that makes him the man of his willingness and a person with better lessons.
Yes, the day today is way philosophical than anyone thought.
A close friend of mine is very habituated in sharing her whole day's routine. Some days, she just doesn't speak to me. I ask her if anything is wrong or something happened at her workplace or in class. She says no. I got worried the first time. But then the next day, she was her chirpy self again, with an open pandora box. I do not ask her about yesterday, neither does she mention it. Few days later, I ask her with little hesitance with twisted lines. She was all jolly and tell me that it was just her mood that swings and in fact in turn scolds me for asking such stupid things. She went on saying that I am the same. I had no words so I kept quiet and made a dig-in through my inner self. Really? I behave that way? Yes, came the answer.
I kept thinking of many things revolving around this simple yet intriguing fact about changing moods and especially around my loved ones. Only one answer. Comfort-ability. Yes, only that. It is not very difficult to understand that being relaxed and calm before a loved one and a stranger is different. You already have an answer to this and hence I will leave it at that.
Lesson: Cloud of thoughts are dangerous sometimes, but when it rains it is fatal. Did you understand? no? yes? let it be.
P.S. In my entire journey of thoughts above, I never thought what it will be at the end, but all I feel now is "I don't know why i wrote that". Anyway, enjoy peeps!
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